BeautifulPeople are so beautiful.Gorgeous faces pass me daily.I want to capture them all on filmOr canvas.But sadly, I cannot.A stranger asking to take your pictureJust because you are beautifulIs an odd request to make.Every beautiful girlBelieves herself to beA hideous monster.The lies people have told you.You poor, amazing girls.You are so wonderful,so charming,so captivating.It saddens me thatYou do not seeYour beauty.
A DreamYou're right there. Oh my god, you're right there in front of me.You reach your hand out to me. "Take it."I go to grasp your hand...And my fingers go right through yours.Damn it. A dream.Always a dream.I want to hold you, kiss you, touch you.But reality isn't always reachable.
It Doesn't MatterHeart and soulMatter notWhen pleasure is involvedClosing that gapMeans so much moreThen lovingTouchSo much betterThen "I love you"s
It Doesn't Matter
I'm Not OkayI want to kill the butterflyShred it's wingsMutilate it's small bodyThis parasite is killing meSucking at my heartTearing at my soulIt's a beautiful creatureVery deceptiveEasily steals your loveShe's a vixenShe's a rebelShe's not mineI'm not okayI'm not okayI'm not o-fucking-kay
poisonyou're nothing but poisonkilling me slowlynot good for mei need to let you goyou're holding me backfrom everything i wantevery person i loveeverything i needyou're an awful thingsome creature of the darkdragging me downnever to see the light
Brokenbroken heartsand broken dreamsmake for a broken person.spiralingD O W Nin a never ending cycle.no loveall losspain and agony.no one knowsi can pretendi'm not really fine.i fake my moodssometimes to get attentionsometimes to avoid it.leave me become to meit all depends.